Friday, March 07, 2014

Friday Letters!!!!!!

Hello everyone and welcomed to another edition of Friday Letters.  I hope you are having a wonderful day and a great weekend planned.

Dear God,  I know you are in complete and total control of everything in the universe.  However, I would like to ask a favor of you.  Please let whatever this growth is on my thyroid be benign.  The doctor said that all of my levels are normal and he can't explain why I have a 4 cm nodule on my thyroid so I get to go have a biopsy.  Please let it come back negative.

Dear Trent,  thanks for all of your support.  I know you don't like to show your emotions alot of the time and you are always there rooting me on and reassuring me that everything is going to be ok.  You are my rock but I want you to know that I am your rock also.  Together we are each other's anchors in this stormy sea of life.

Dear Victoria,  I didn't mean to say that the doctor said "lets hope its not cancer" in front of you.  I know you are worried because you held me yesterday and without saying a word you said it all.  I love you and I want you to know that there is nothing to worry about.  We can't control anything in this world and I meant what I said with this is nothing.  Worse case scenario is that I will have to have it removed and be on pills the rest of my life.

Dear Brandon,  I wish you were more interactive with the family instead of being on your games all the time.  I love you and want you to be a part of this family for things other then eating and moving.

Dear Kisha & Scott,  don't worry be happy!!!!!  I am waiting for the doctors office to call with an appointment for a biopsy.  The doctor said that all of my levels are normal and he doesn't have a clue what it could be.  So we are now waiting for the appointment.

Dear Kevin and Marie,  hope things are going better for you.  I miss you guys and hopefully you all will be able to come over this weekend and have dinner with us.  You all need to stop getting sick damn it.

Dear KayLee and Aadyn,  I miss you more then words can express.  I wish that I could see you both and hold you so that you know that you are loved.  When your mommy went to Heaven it tore our family apart but it did not stop our family from wanting to be with you and showing you how loved you are.  Unfortunately, your fathers wouldn't let us have that chance.  I pray that one day they will change their minds.  We are not the enemy.  We Love You Both and Miss You Both!!!!!!!

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