Friday, February 21, 2014

Friday Letters and Finding out what we are having!!!!!!!!!

This is an appropriate picture for today's events!!!!!!!!!

Today is Friday and I am so super excited I can't stand it.  Today I get to see my grandbaby on the ultrasound and hopefully find out what my daughter is having.  It really doesn't matter what it is as long as it is healthy.

Dear God, Thank you for giving me another wonderful day to spend with all of my family, friends and loved ones.  I know that I don't always act like I appreciate it but I do.

Dear Victoria,  I am so super proud of you.  You are thinking ahead of when the baby gets here on how you are going to manage your own place to live, how you are going to pay for it and trying to figure out a plan on how to handle it all.  I wish you wouldn't stress over it.  We have plenty of time to figure it out and as long as I am alive I will always be your biggest cheerleader and I will help you through all that life throws at you.

Dear little monkey yet to be born,  I sure hope you cooperate today at the doctors.  I am so excited to find out what you are.  You have surely given your mommy hell during this pregnancy with the morning sickness, emotional roller coaster of hormones and yet you have made her grow up more then you could ever imagine for you not being here yet.  I can't wait to meet you but I will because God is making you perfect for us to love.

Dear Brandon,  I don't know why you seem to always have an attitude with me whenever I say something to you.  It really hurts my feelings when I tell you I Love You and to have a good day and you give me a big Sigh with a grunt.  I have always wanted the best for you and have tried to give you advice so that you don't have to deal with the hard facts of life.  You are my son and I will always love you, however, I won't tolerate being treated like a piece of crap with your attitude any longer.

Dear Trent, thank you for always having my back.  We are a great fit together and we need to start getting healthier for our future.  We have pretty much just gotten comfortable and let ourselves get lazy.  I am also sorry that you sleep on the couch so much.  I promise I will call the doctor and get a sleep study done.

Dear Mom,  I know you are watching down from Heaven.  I miss you so much.  I miss our talks about everything and anything.  I miss you being my biggest Cheerleader and Fan.  You were my rock and always made me feel like no matter what life threw at me I could handle it because I had you in my corner.  I Love You and Miss you more then anyone could imagine.  I am however glad that you weren't here to see me bury Heather.  I think that would have done you in.  You all were so close so it was only fitting when I buried her that I put your ashes in her coffin under her pillow so you all could be together for eternity.  I did however hear you in my mind saying "I can't even die without one of you up my a@@".

Dear Heather,  another year has come and gone since you have joined your Nana in Heaven.  You are missed every second of everyday.  I am sure your kids miss you and I know you are watching down on them from Heaven.  I can't believe that you are gone.  It still doesn't seem real even though it has been 5 years going on 6.  Your sister, brother and I catch ourselves all the time saying "if Heather was here" or "if Heather seen this".  It is still hard for us.  Just last night your sister was picking her mushrooms out of her spaghetti sauce and realized that you used to pick yours out and put them on her plate.

Dear Kisha,  I just want you to know that I Love You and Miss you and wish you all were closer.  Keep your head up and stand your ground.  Know that I am always here for you to talk to no matter what the subject is.

Dear Scott,  I know you like to help people but please consider all those involved before making a decision.  I love you and hope you are doing well.

Dear Kevin and Marie,  I miss you guys.  You all are going to have to come over sometime.  The invitation for dinners on Wednesdays are still open.  Just let us know when you plan on coming and we will be sure to fix enough for everyone.

Dear Sonye,  I hope that things are looking up for you.  I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me and helping me in my journey with Avon.  I told you when you signed me back up that I wouldn't disappoint and I haven't.  We are doing the darn thing as you say.

Dear Courtney,  you rock as a DSM.  Thank you for being my business partner and supporting me during all the things that Avon has thrown at us with incentives and recruiting.  You are a blessing.

Dear Leslie, you are a new DSM with Avon but you make a huge impact.  Thank you for helping me pick out some clothing to help me dress for the success that I am having with Avon.

Dear Blogging friends, thank you all for the encouraging words and advise.  Please feel free to follow me and let me know you were here.  I promise I will follow back.