****this picture is not mine. I found it at magickalgraphics.com****
So my sister-in-law Kisha over at The Glamorous French Housewife does Friday Letters and I thought since I haven’t been blogging in a long while that I should get back into it. So why not start on Friday? Can’t hurt right? Plus it is a great way to get things off of your chest so to speak. So I could probably write a book and I know that some of my letters will either make people laugh or make them madder than a wet hen but you know it is what it is.
I don’t understand why you had to take my mom and my daughter but I know that you have greater plans for all of us and only you know what they are. We are supposed to obey and follow your lead. Sometimes that is not always easy and I know I have cursed you, bargained with, threatened, yelled and questioned you but when it comes right down to it…I know you won’t give me anything that I can’t handle.
I am sorry that I couldn’t take the Cancer away and make you better. You were always my best friend and I was honored to call you my mother. We went through a lot of rough and tough times but through it all I never doubted your love for me. You taught me more then you could ever imagine. Ok except fried chicken and your steak and gravy…..yummy. Oh how I miss your cooking.
I wish you were still here causing havoc, love, laughter and confusion in our lives. I miss you so much and I know your children miss you as well. I haven’t gotten to see them since shortly after you got your wings in Heaven so I can’t tell you how they are doing. I just pray that they are doing well and are loved and respected and respectful and smart like you were.
I am so proud of the fact that you have had the guts to just up and leave home. I was so scared and moved back but you have really hung in there and trudged through all the bullshit that you have put up with. You are on the right path in life in getting your life together. Keep your chin up and know that I Love You.
It is hard to believe that you are now 19 yrs old. Man it seems like just yesterday you were still my baby. Ok news flash…you will always be my baby because you are the youngest. I will always have your back and be there for you even though you won’t friend me on facebook..lol.
I know that there are a lot of issues between us but I want you to know that no matter what I will always love you. I have thought about you every day for 18 years and wanted to have a relationship with you. However, that didn’t happen. I don’t know if it is because you are too much like your father or like me. Either way, I will always love you because you are a part of me.
I am sorry that we aren’t on verbal speaking terms but I still Love you and I will wait as long as it takes you to come around because you are my HoneyDear and my big brother.
Dear Scott and Kisha,
Thank you both for always being there to listen to me bitching and offering solutions or laughter. I love you guys and miss you all bunches. Just remember that no matter what thin gs will always get better, you just have to work through them and communicate effectively vs. yelling and screaming at people no matter who they are….the neighbors, co-workers, the jerk in front of you that is going to slow or the asshole that won’t let you merge.
I know that you have had a tough time and your home life wasn’t the easiest. Just know that no matter what I am proud of you. You have stayed at your job now for awhile, you got your own car paid for in cash and you are working on the rest of your goals. You have done what you have had to do in order to get your life back on track. So when people try to down you because they don’t like your car, your schedule or what you are wearing tell them to step off!!!! They don’t pay your bills, they don’t sign your paycheck and oh yeah….they aren’t doing it for you. No one can judge you but God so the rest is irrelevant and their opinions and attacks are a reflection of their unhappiness and failures.
I am so happy and fortunate enough to finally have you in my life to me completely. It is hard to believe that 25 yrs ago when we meet that we would be married today all because of a letter I wrote you 3 yrs ago. I have to say I am glad that I wrote that letter to you 3 yrs ago because if not then we wouldn’t be married today. Thank you for putting up with all of my crap, craziness, temper tantrums, outburst, family and all the issues that came with me….lol. I truly Love you and couldn’t imagine my life without you.
Dear friends and fellow bloggers,
Thanks for taking time out of your day to visit my page. I am working on making this a more of a daily thing if not then most certainly a weekly thing. I am going to be doing more blogging and hopefully get a schedule together on the things I want to blog about.
Sorry if the fonts and spacing is all jacked up. I haven't done a blog post this way before and I am at work so it is hard for me to get real detailed with the fonts and spacing.